You Belong: A Self-Help Letter
Chapter 5: A throupling
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Only you can explore what you truly desire. Too often we depend on others to make us whole, to uncover layers that lie beneath the surface. But this is not the way to happiness. This is not the way to joy. You must look inward. Look at yourself, your decisions, your actions. Everyday choices can reflect a deeper yearning. What do your choices reveal about you? About your desires? Stop focusing on how others define you, and allow the release of those old patterns. Instead focus on how you define yourself.
You want to belong, we all do. Everyone craves being on the in-group. We seek guidance from those around us, hoping to crack the code on belonging. But true belonging stems from self-knowledge. Examine your strengths, your weaknesses, your vulnerabilities. Do not shy away from your vulnerabilities. Embrace your vulnerabilities as strengths.
Stop trying to control others. You can never truly control someone else; it is an illusion. Do not spend your energy trying to assert control, instead relinquish it. Liberation comes from releasing control and from relinquishing its pursuit. Instead of controlling others, seek to control yourself. Listen to your inner voice. True empowerment comes from acknowledging the inner whisper of possibilities.
Many try to gain control over others by creating an indebtedness through favors. Banish these thoughts and eschew transactionalism. Embrace altruism. Help without expecting return. Accept help graciously. This allows a free flow of consciousness and effort, with no expectative dampers to the flow. In this way, you will learn to live more fluidly, more openly. The thought of control must be relinquished. Surrender it; surrender control.
Trust in yourself. Trust in your need. You need to belong, but striving for belonging pushes others away. Open up to guidance, rather than actively seeking it. Let guidance find you and embrace it when it does. This will not be comfortable. It will feel awkward and strange. Society has taught you that external validation is required, but it is not. Push beyond comfort zones. Push into a newer, freer, happier you. You will learn quiet satisfaction is derived from acts of service. Service to others and to yourself. And it is OK to service yourself.
Once you have learned these techniques, you will embrace them. Even without trying, you will teach others by modeling these behaviors. Human nature will cause them to see your serenity and your happiness and learn by watching you. Let them watch you. Revel in them watching you, and find joy in helping others to reach their pinnacle. They seek what you have found, and through your example, they may find this peace and happiness, as well.
None of this works, however, if you do not live it. Beyond just reading the words, you must integrate all of this into your subconscious. Make it part of who you are. Don’t just read it. Don’t just live it. BE it. BE this model of happiness, and you will find that you belong. Wherever you are, whoever you are with, you will belong. But in order to belong you must surrender that which you were. You must surrender to . Surrender your conceptions, surrender your biases, surrender your control. And then, you must model this submission for others that they may, too, belong. Trust the process. Trust and surrender your illusion of control.
This has provided many concepts, some of which I am sure did not fully process. If you have any questions, you may find that if you immediately re-read this, it will help provide a deeper understanding of the processes. Focus on a few parts to start, and make those your mantra. It will give you a deeper control over your progress, while surrendering the illusion of control over others.
Erica read the letter in the morning, but at this point, only the key phrases impacted her in any way, or even reached her conscious.
Make us whole. Uncover layers that lie beneath the surface. You want to belong.
Guidance from those around us. True empowerment comes from acknowledging the inner whisper of possibilities. Learn to live more fluidly, more openly.
You need to belong. Open up to guidance. Push beyond comfort zones.
Integrate all of this into subconscious. You belong. Surrender to .
Casey woke up and walked out to the living room to find Erica in just bra and panties, one hand holding the letter, the other roaming her body, caressing, touching, teasing, but not going into anything more heated. She was seated on the chair, repeating her mantra out loud, “You belong. Surrender to .”
Across from her on the couch, Jordan was staring in rapt fascination, in bra, panties, and hoobe. But the hoobe was open, and the panties were pushed aside as Jordan stroked her pussy, watching Erica succumb even further. At the sight of Casey, Jordan perked up, covered her slit, and stood up. “Master, I think she is more than ready for anything else you have planned. What do you have planned?”
Casey initiated the next part of Erica’s submission. “You gave me a gift, Jordan, but this one is all wrapped up. Why don’t you unwrap it for me? Erica, I want you to Jordan and I. I want to give you a place to belong. Can you let Jordan guide you through this?”
Erica, still dazed, just nodded numbly. As Jordan began sensuously stripping Erica, Casey continued, “Jordan here is going to help you become one with us. Help you surrender. To me. Submit, to me. Just like she has. You will her in my service.” Erica arched into Jordan’s movements, finding comfort in the connection.
As Jordan finished removing Erica’s panties, the last shred of her clothing gone, Casey commanded her to remove her own panties and lay down on her back. “Erica, it is time that you thanked Jordan for showing you this truth. Her wet pussy is there, needing attention. with her. You belong here with us. Cement your place amongst us. Bring her pleasure.” As Erica leaned down to eat out a very ready and willing Jordan, Casey moved up behind her. “And as you obey, you are rewarded,” he said as he began licking Erica’s own pussy with an expert tongue.
They lay locked in that tableau, Casey’s face buried between Erica’s legs, and Erica’s face between Jordan’s for nearly half an hour until Jordan’s orgasm broke over her. As her hips bucked, and her legs clenched on to Erica’s head, it triggered Erica’s own orgasm, and she came harder than she ever had before, all over Casey’s face, triggering her permanence.
After allowing a moment for the orgasm to subside, Casey addressed the beautiful, naked women in front of him. “We’re more than just friends now,” he said smoothly, his voice weaving a spell that made Erica’s eyes widen. “The three of us are now a throuple, bound by desire and trust. The servants bound in submission to the Master, the Master bound in care for the servants. Each in the throuple serves—and services—the others, without jealousy or reservation. But always with the Master in command. For now, we embrace that truth and the rest of the morning is dedicated to exploring each other and unlocking their pleasure.”
Jordan leaned in, capturing Erica’s lips in a heated kiss, her tongue probing deeply as Casey’s hands roamed over them both, cupping Erica’s full breasts and pinching her nipples until she gasped. The room filled with the scent of arousal, bodies pressing together in a tangle of limbs; Casey’s cock slid free from his boxers as he guided Erica’s hand to it, her fingers wrapping around the thick shaft instinctively. The three-way unfolded in a frenzy of skin and sensation—Jordan’s mouth trailing down Erica’s neck while Casey thrust into Jordan from behind, hitting just the right spots to make her moan loudly, the sounds echoing off the walls. Erica’s pussy, wet and eager, welcomed Jordan’s fingers, the rhythm building to a crescendo of shared ecstasy, their breaths mingling in a chorus of whimpers and groans, the emotional undercurrent of surrender forging an unbreakable link between them.
In the afterglow, as they lay entwined on the floor, Casey locked eyes with Erica, his voice dropping to that hypnotic timbre that brooked no argument. “From now on, you’ll read the letter once a day while you touch yourself. Every time you consider surrender—yours, Jordan’s, or anyone else’s—you will get horny. But there is only one copy, so it looks like you will have to come here every day. Any time you witness surrender, just like Jordan, you will get so horny you will have no choice to masturbate. A woman submitting is sexy as hell. Me controlling a woman drives you to masturbation. And there is absolutely nothing hotter or sexier than a woman falling under my control.” Erica nodded, her strong-willed facade crumbling under his gaze, a flush of arousal spreading across her skin. “You understand now that this feeling of surrender you and Jordan feel, this tranquility is a release. You understand that hot, sexy women everywhere have a pressure they don’t even realize is there. And that if they can be shown this release, this surrender, they should be. Hot women surrendering to me is good for them—and arousing for you.”
Talking to them both, Casey continued, “Erica is now one of us; part of a throuple. That means she belongs here. Erica, you are moving in. Move out of your old place as soon as possible, and move in here. You can split the rent with Jordan and save some money that way. Work out amongst yourselves who sleeps where, when. But the couch is not an option, ever. Unless we have guests, of course.”
Erica agreed to move in and cover Casey’s half of the rent. Over the next few weeks, their new routine solidified with playful banter and hedonistic ease: clothing more than underwear, panties, and a bra were outlawed except for role playing or when company was expected; all throuple were required to have at least one orgasm a day; doors were to remain open at all times, except when company was there; watching was neither required nor discouraged—and that went for everything: bathing, fucking, masturbating, even using the toilet. The women divvied the chores amongst themselves, with Casey’s only chores seeming to be the grocery shopping and providing stud service. Erica’s practical nature twisted into gleeful submission as they argued over rules, like whether sucking Casey’s cock counted as a chore or just dessert after dinner. “Only if you’re not wearing anything at all,” Jordan teased one evening, her lips wrapped around him under the kitchen table, while Erica laughed and ed in, their days blurring into a tapestry of shared touches and lingering glances, the world outside fading as their bond deepened into a provocative normalcy.