The Erotic Mind-Control Story Archive

Content warning: This is sexist, male chauvinist, misogynist, manipulative, coercive, patriarchal, you name it. It is about brainwashing a woman to enjoy being submissive to men, sexually and otherwise.

It would be wrong to force these ideas to a real relationship or voting booth.

Penny’s Practice

Ch. 01

It was a relief to see the comfort and professionalism of Penny’s office again. It had taken way too many hours of research to find a doctor she could trust. A woman, foremost, who understood the modern world, and who had oodles of glowing testimonials from other women.

Lila greeted the doctor and settled into the elegant plush chair, her fingers tracing the intricate spiral pattern of the throw pillow beside her. Penny sat across from her, spinning a pen over top her notepad.

“As I recall, you said last time that you wanted to talk about something with your husband?” Penny asked. Her soothing voice was a welcome break from the chaos of the city below.

Lila took a deep breath, her eyes flicking to the framed diplomas on the wall before meeting Penny’s friendly gaze. “Yeah,” she began, finally ready to trust the doctor with romantic concerns. “We’ve been married for three years, and things are… different.”

Penny nodded. “Different how?”

“He—Jack, his name’s Jack… he’s been distant,” Lila said, her fingers primly intertwining in her lap. “Work has been stressful for him, and I understand that. But it’s like he’s forgotten how to relax, how to… be with me.”

“And how does that make you feel?” Penny prodded.

Lila paused, searching for the right words. “Lonely,” she itted. “I miss him. I miss us.”

Penny scribbled a few notes. “And what about intimacy? Has that been affected as well?”

Lila knew this was coming, but it was still difficult to push through a couple decades’ worth of embarrassment about sex. “Yes. It’s like he’s not interested anymore. I try to—I hate the word, but, initiate, and he’s always too tired or too distracted.”

“I don’t enjoy the word initiate, either,” Penny agreed, “I like to say seduce.”

“Oh!” Lila’s head lifted backwards, “I guess I always thought that seducing only happens with a stranger.”

“Not at all,” Penny declared. “Most seductions are with people we’re close to.”

Lila pretended to read Penny’s various diplomas on the wall as she chewed on her lip.

“Lila, I’ll tell you something I’ve learned in my practice. Men are different from us. They need love to be blunt and obvious. Sometimes, they just need a little… reminder.”

Lila tilted her head. “A reminder?”

Penny nodded. “Yes. A reminder of why they fell in love with us in the first place. And I can help you with that.”

With a tentative smile, Lila managed to return her therapist’s gaze and gestured for her to continue.

Penny’s voice took on a musical quality as she spoke. “When you think about Jack, what’s the first memory that comes to mind?”

The question sparked something warm in Lila’s mind. “Our first date. He took me to this little café.” Her eyes drifted to the darkened window to watch the fluffy snow collect on the ledge outside.

“Notice how that memory feels in your body. The warmth, the comfort.” Penny’s pen had stopped moving. “Sometimes memories can be so vivid, like we’re right there.”

“Yeah, I can almost smell the coffee.” Lila’s shoulders relaxed deeper into the couch.

“Cafés are full of people who are just taking a short break. We all deserve that sometimes. And when you focus on the pleasant sensations of a coffee aroma, the roundness of a mug, the taste of a warm fresh pastry, they can grow stronger. Like an incoming ocean tide.”

“Mm-hmm,” Lila agreed.

“Your breathing is so natural now. Just like the rhythm of those waves on the beach.” Penny’s voice flowed like honey as Lila’s blinking slowed. “Each breath making you more comfortable.”

Lila found that she agreed. “It’s nice…”

“Some people find their eyes want to close when they’re this relaxed. While others prefer to keep them open, finding a soft spot to rest their focus.”

Lila’s neck urged her to drop her gaze, and noticed an unfamiliar pillow. “Was this here before?”

“You’re very observant,” Penny complimented her client. “I am in the middle of redecorating.”

The spiral pattern on the pillow was a fun texture under Lila’s fingers. “This pattern… it’s pretty.”

“Yes, following those curves can be so soothing. Round and round, deeper and deeper.”

“Deeper…” Lila echoed, her head nodding slightly.

“That’s right. And sometimes when we’re this comfortable, time seems to slow down. Words flow into each other like a gentle stream.”

The clock’s ticking faded into the background as Lila’s focus narrowed to Penny’s voice.

“Just floating on those words, letting them carry you.” Penny watched Lila’s micro-expressions. “How do you feel, now that you are so calm?”

“Floaty…” Lila’s voice came out soft and distant. “…and warm, oh and my hands feel tingly… is that normal?”

“Very normal,” Penny said softly. “At least among my smarter clients. Those tingles mean you’re letting go, releasing all the tension you didn’t even know you were holding. I’m impressed.”

Lila’s fingers traced the spirals that seemed to pull her deeper into a state of serene focus. Penny’s voice was a steady lull, guiding her through the maze of her own mind.

“These spirals, Lila, they’re like the beautiful dance of femininity,” Penny intoned, her gaze fixed on the young woman’s mesmerized visage. “Can you see how they loop and curve, just like the graceful lines of a woman’s body?”

Lila’s eyes followed her fingertips around and around, up and down. “Yes,” she sighed. “They’re beautiful.”

“And each curve is unique, just like you,” Penny continued. “You’re a woman, with all the allure and power that entails.”

The spirals seemed to pulse under Lila’s touch, her mind filling with images of soft, feminine beauty. Birthing hips, smooth sloping legs, laughing lips. Her breaths slowed, each one a gentle affirmation of her womanhood.

“Imagine your own curves, Lila,” Penny suggested, her words like a warm comfy blanket. “Imagine them as something to celebrate, something to be proud of.”

Lila felt her cheeks flush with a newfound sense of pride.

“Now, think about how Jack looks at you,” Penny said, her voice a gentle nudge. “Imagine his eyes tracing those same spiral curves on your body.”

Lila pictured Jack’s gaze looking her up and down. There was something hot in his eyes. Something animalistic.

“That’s it, Lila. Feel the warmth of his iration, the hunger in his eyes.” Penny’s voice was a whisper now, competing with the falling snow for the title of Most Quiet.

Lila’s chest was rising and falling deeply and slowly. Her knees were drifting to the right.

“Let that warmth spread through you,” Penny coaxed. “Let it remind you of the power you hold.”

“Hear me… roar,” Lila mumbled.

“Fucking hell,” Penny thought, but out loud, she continued with “And as you embrace your femininity,” Penny said, “you’ll find that Jack will be drawn to you once more.”

The certainty in Penny’s words was comforting. Lila firmly felt that she could rekindle the flame of ion in her marriage.

“Take a deep breath, Lila,” Penny instructed, and Lila was happy to follow. “Hold it for a moment… and release.”

As Lila exhaled, she felt lighter, freer than she had in years. The spirals under her fingers seemed to glow with an inner light, a symbol of her awakening.

“Very good. You’re doing wonderfully.” Penny’s approval washed over her, reinforcing her newfound resolve. “Your body is so willing to relax, Lila, just like a flower opening in the sun.”

“Flower…” Lila whispered, the word catching on her tongue. Images of vibrant petals greeting the sun flooded her mind.

“Each breath is a petal unfurling, revealing its beauty to the world.” Penny’s voice was a quiet hum, vibrating in Lila’s chest. “Your beauty. Your strength. Your womanly grace.”

The warmth of the sun enlivening the blooming flowers was filling Lila’s torso.

Penny continued humming, “You were born to be ired, Lila. To be cherished. To be desired.”

“Desired,” Lila echoed, the word tasting unfamiliar on her tongue.

Penny’s smile widened, her eyes gleaming.

“And , Lila,” she leaned forward, her voice a conspiratorial whisper, “the best way to be desired is to know your worth. To know that you are beautiful, powerful, and self-assured.”

Lila smiled, knowing that she was worthy.

“You have so much to offer, Lila. And Jack will soon see it, too.”

“Jack…” Lila felt a flicker of tenderness towards her husband, a sense of longing for his attention.

“Whenever you think about him, think about how he lights up when he looks at you. Focus on the moments when his gaze lingers on you with such intensity.”

“I feel warm,” Lila sighed, her voice barely a murmur.

“It’s that connection, Lila, the electrified spark between you. Hold onto it. It’s yours to keep.”

“Feels good…” Lila murmured, leaning back into the couch, content to drift.

Penny’s smile softened. “It should feel good. Because you deserve to feel good, Lila. that.”

Lila’s eyelids grew heavier, her breathing slowing as Penny’s soothing voice washed over her.

Penny was a bit louder, but by no means loud, as she persuaded, “Let go, Lila. Just let go. You’re safe here.”

Lila’s eyes closed on their own.

Penny’s words blew around Lila’s mind like pollen, gentle and silent. “Imagine yourself in a peaceful place, Lila. A place where you feel completely safe and relaxed.”

Lila conjured a beach at golden hour, the sky ablaze with color, the waves lapping gently at the shore. She felt the warm sand beneath her feet, the cool breeze playing with her hair. Her shoulders and breathing relaxed further.

“This one is perfectly suggestible,” Penny thought brightly.

Lila could feel herself slipping, drifting further and further away from the world around her, and it was the best idea she’d had in a long time.

“You’re doing so well, Lila,” Penny cooed, her voice a lullaby version of Lila’s favorite song. “Let yourself drift, let your mind wander. You’re safe and comfortable, and free to be yourself.”

Lila felt herself floating, empty of any responsibilities. Lila’s thoughts were a hazy, shimmering kaleidoscope. Images and emotions swirled together: Jack’s face, warm and reassuring, impressions of her feet in the wet sand as a wave receded, Penny’s calming voice, all dissolving into a blurry canvas of sensation.

“Let your wishes and desires flow freely, Lila,” Penny’s voice breathed, a silken thread weaving through the pillowcase of Lila’s consciousness. “Imagine the intensity of joy you can reach, the power you can unleash, the sensual pleasure you can find… in surrendering to your true nature.”

Lila felt a surge of wanting. It was a deeper, primal hunger, a yearning for something she couldn’t quite name.

“Your deepest desire, Lila,” Penny whispered, “lies in pleasing the man you love.”

“Pleasing… a man?” Lila’s mind, sharper now, clung to the word like a lifeline. Pleasing? The word felt alien, unsettling. She was a feminist, a woman who fought for equality, who rejected outdated male chauvinist crap.

Lila felt a panicked tug at the edges of her consciousness. Penny’s voice, once soothing, now rang an alarm bell. Penny’s relaxed demeanor couldn’t disguise the wrongness of the idea that a woman’s worth depended on her ability to please a man.

“Thass not… true,” Lila mumbled, trying to force her thoughts into focus. The words felt clumsy, tangled, like rusted gears struggling to turn.

Penny’s voice became steadier, losing its playful lilt. “What’s not true, Lila?”

“My deepest desire… pleasing a man.” The image of the beach faded, replaced by the painted walls of Penny’s ostensibly cozy office, the unsettling aroma of lavender candles, and the calculating glint in Penny’s eyes. Lila’s disgust intensified, determined and sharp like a trapped stray cat. “I’m not…like that.”

The scent of lavender intensified, a cloying sweetness that pickled Lila’s nose. A hum filled the room, vibrating in her bones. She felt a pressure building behind her eyes, and fear rising. “What…what is that?” Lila stammered.

Penny’s had the focus of a savant playing chess. “Just a little something to help you relax, Lila. To let go of those… worries.” Her gaze was unwavering, making Lila feel trapped.

“Okay, so maybe not perfectly suggestible,” Penny thought.

The music was a pulsating rhythm that throbbed in her skull. It was like a physical force, pulling her deeper into a fog of dizziness. The left side and right side didn’t match up. “Makes no sense,” Lila thought, or tried to, anyway.

“Don’t you see, Lila?” Penny’s voice purred, smooth and mesmeric, threading its way through the insistent, pulsing rhythm. “You’re only fighting against your true nature. Every woman desires to fulfill her man, to be loved and cherished for her devotion.”

Lila clutched the edge of the couch with a death grip, her knuckles turning white as she fought against the overwhelming sensations that washed over her. The music kept up its nonsensical thuds, a merciless current dragging her deeper into the fog of confusion. With every ing moment, Lila felt her focus weakening, her will to fight against Penny’s influence fading like a faint whisper in the wind.

* * *

Penny sat at her mahogany desk the night before, a single lamp casting a warm glow over the scattered papers. She’d spent weeks digging into Lila’s life, her work, her goals, her youth, her marriage to Jack, their routines, their desires. It was time to prepare a customized “workbook” for Lila.

She took a sip of her chamomile tea, the steam curling around her cat eye glasses. She scanned the prepared summary of Lila’s profile, already mentally weaving the script. At 26, Lila was young and malleable, and her love for Jack was a flame ready to be fanned into an inferno.

Penny began to type, her fingers dancing over the keyboard. The words flowed, words that would become subliminal messages cloaked in affirmations of love and devotion. “Jack is my world,” she typed, a smile playing at the corners of her mouth. “His happiness is my happiness. His desires are my desires.”

She paused, her gaze flicking to one of her framed diplomas on the wall. She’d come a long way from the eager psychology student, her methods now honed to a razor’s edge. She wasn’t just helping Lila; she was liberating her. Freeing her from the shackles of societal expectations, from the illusion of equality.

Her fingers resumed their dance across the keys, the click-clack rhythm a satisfying symphony of masterful manipulation. “I exist to serve him,” she wrote, the words weaving a web of submission. “His touch is ion. His voice commands me.” Penny could almost see Lila now, her eyes glazed with devotion, her body aching for Jack’s touch. Every word Penny typed was a step further into Lila’s psyche, a whispered echo of nature’s hierarchical design. Each phrase was a brushstroke, painting a picture of submission, of unquestioning obedience.

She leaned back, reviewing the script. It was perfectly concise, a short suite of suggestion and command. She saved the file, the click of the mouse echoing in the quiet room, and positioned her microphone close to her painted full lips.

* * *

In the dimly lit room, Lila felt Penny’s ideas flowing into her like an invading army through a felled gate. She was adrift, untethered from the world she knew, and unarmed.

“Lila,” Penny cooed, “imagine the first man. Strong, powerful. Imagine the first woman. Soft, yielding. This is nature’s design. You can’t fight millions of years of evolution, can you?”

A flicker of resistance sparked within Lila. “But… equality… feminism…” Her words were mere echoes, hollow and distant.

Penny’s voice was warm honey on the tongue. “Equality is a man-made concept, Lila. Nature doesn’t understand it. Look at the animal kingdom. The lion doesn’t ask the lioness her opinion before he mounts her.”

A shiver ran through Lila, something primal stirring in response to Penny’s words, resonating deep within her core. She tried to shake it off, to cling desperately to the beliefs she’d held dear for so long.

But Penny’s voice and notions were relentless, a ceaseless tide eroding her ability to fight back. With every word she uttered, Penny chipped away at Lila’s defenses, her persuasive tone seeping into the cracks of her convictions. Lila could feel her resolve weakening, like a fortress crumbling under siege. The room seemed to grow smaller, Penny’s presence more commanding, as she continued to dismantle the foundations of Lila’s ideals.

Lila felt the weight of Penny’s words pressing down on her. “You’re a woman, Lila. You were built to nurture, to comfort, to submit. It’s in your very DNA. It’s the essence of who you are, who we all are as women. You can’t escape it, no matter how hard you try to deny it. It’s woven into the fabric of your being, a fundamental truth that resonates with every beat of your heart. You are more than what society expects. Women find it enjoyable and fulfilling to obey and worship men,” Penny said, her tone gentle yet unyielding.

Lila wanted to argue, to shout out against Penny’s words, but her mouth stayed shut, her mind tangled in the sticky web. “Think about it, Lila,” Penny continued. “Have you ever felt truly happy trying to be equal? Trying to compete with men?”

A flicker of doubt crossed Lila’s mind. Memories of exhaustion, of endless striving to be twice as good, just so that she could be seen as equal. But it was a necessary struggle, for her future daughters, for the world.

Penny leaned in closer, her eyes capturing Lila’s. “When you let go of that need to compete, you’ll find peace. Happiness. Imagine Jack coming home and feeling contentment wash over you as you bring him a chilled cocktail. Imagine the warmth of his approval as you serve him.”

The image Penny painted was vivid, intoxicating in its simplicity. Lila’s heart pounded in her chest, confusion battling with a strange sense of calm. Sure, she guessed, she liked to make Jack happy. Of course.

Penny whispered, “It’s about finding your true self. The part of you that craves this connection, this purpose.”

Her words resonated within Lila. She could almost feel Jack’s hand on her cheek, a symbol of acceptance and love. It felt so real that she reached up, fingers brushing against empty air.

Penny smiled softly, noting Lila’s reaction. “You understand deep down. It’s natural for women to derive pleasure from sharing the gifts they were born with.”

Lila tried to pull back mentally, but the idea took root deeper each time Penny spoke. Her words wove a tapestry where obedience brought joy. Of course, she loved Jack. Maybe he deserved special treatment?

Penny urged Lila gently to picture her life with Jack. “Picture how every day could be filled with purpose and meaning by simply embracing your nature,” she said.

Lila’s mind conjured images of mornings spent preparing Jack’s breakfast with devotion, afternoons anticipating his needs before he even voiced them, and nights cuddling against his broad chest in quiet reverence.

“And Jack will cherish you more for it,” Penny added softly.

The daydream was almost too enticing to resist: a life where love and purpose were one and the same, simply by embracing the lessons of evolution. Could it really be that easy? Lila felt a warmth in her belly, a throbbing ache that whispered yes. But another part of her railed against it, a tiny voice screaming no, no, no!

Penny leaned in, her breath warm on Lila’s face, her eyes never leaving hers. “It’s natural, Lila. As natural as the Sun God setting and the Moon Goddess rising. You worship Jack because it’s ingrained in you, because he’s your man. Because as a man, he needs to feel that worship.” Her voice wrapped around Lila like a gentle embrace.

Lila’s whimper reflected the quiet storm raging within her, though she could only observe it from a distance. Penny smiled knowingly, her fingers tracing slow, deliberate spirals on Lila’s leg, hidden in professional business attire. Each cycle around was a gentle nudge towards the path she wanted Lila to take. Her eyes held a glint of satisfaction, as if she could see the battle inside Lila and was confident of the outcome.

“It’s time to embrace it, Lila. Feel the power in surrender. It’s what you want, isn’t it? To kneel before him, palms facing the sky, offering him your gifts?”

Penny’s words painted vivid images in Lila’s mind. Jack, towering over her. Lila, on her knees, looking up at him with adoration. The inappropriate heat in her belly intensified, spreading like wildfire through her veins. She bit her lip, trying to suppress a moan.

Penny’s smile widened. “There you go, Lila. Let nature take its course. It’s so easy this way, following the stream to wherever gravity brings it.”

Penny’s voice dropped to a low, sultry purr. “Imagine that first woman again, Lila. As close to perfect as a woman can be. On her knees, in the grass, looking up at her man. Each cell in her body is ready to serve his needs.”

Lila squirmed in her seat, heat creeping up her neck. “Thass prim… primitive.” Her voice lacked conviction, even to her own ears.

“Primitive? Yes. Natural? Absolutely. This woman, her breath forgetting to flow as she waits for his command. Her heart pounding with anticipation. Her body aching, yearning for his strong and protective touch.”

Lila shook her head, trying to dislodge the images Penny was planting. But they clung to her mind tenaciously. She could see the original, quintessential woman, her eyes glazed with desire, her body arched in supplication. She could feel her hunger, her need. It echoed within Lila, an ancient drumbeat that resonated deep in her core.

“She’s not thinking about equality, Lila. She doesn’t need it. She needs him. She craves him. She wants to feel him, to taste him. She wants to show him that she trusts him. She wants to be claimed, to know she belongs.” Penny’s words were relentless, each one chipping away at Lila’s resistance.

Lila could feel her body betraying long years of fighting the patriarchy. Her nipples was tightening, her thighs were clenching. She tried to push the feelings away, to deny them. But they were insistent, undeniable.

Penny smiled knowingly, her voice dropping to a whisper. “Imagine it, Lila. You, on your knees for Jack. His hands in your hair, his voice commanding. You, eager to please, eager to serve. Your body his to command, his to possess.”

Another soft moan escaped Lila’s lips before she could stop it. She kept squirming in her seat, Penny’s words wrapping around her like smooth bondage ropes. The room was too warm, her voice too persuasive. Lila could feel her resolve crumbling, her beliefs shifting like sand beneath a relentless tide, washing away her deliberate footprints along the path to equality.

“You want this, Lila. You want to serve him. To kneel for him. Your submission shows him that he is desirable.” Penny’s voice was harvesting primal parts of Lila’s brain.

“I… I dunno.” Lila’s voice was a mumbly whisper, a feeble protest against the onslaught of Penny’s words.

Penny’s voice ebbed and flowed, a soothing river carving through Lila’s … former? … morals. Lila floated in darkness. Penny’s words were now the lifeline tethering her to reality.

“Lila,” Penny murmured, her voice like velvet, “I want you to think back. Think about the times you were alone, your body aching with need.”

Heat flushed through Lila, memories stirring in the depths of her mind. She tried to push them away, but Penny’s voice held her captive, coaxing naughty, shameful memories to the surface.

“Did you ever love yourself, Lila? Did you ever explore your body, seeking that sweet release? It’s natural, Lila. Every woman does it.” Penny’s voice was soft, encouraging. Lila felt her resistance crumbling, the memories becoming clearer.

“Yes,” Lila whispered, the ission torn from her. “I did.”

Penny hummed with approval. “Of course. And tell me, Lila, what did you think about? What fantasies played in your mind as you touched yourself?”

“I had… one,” Lila began hesitantly. “Vampire.”

Penny’s eyes lit up with feigned interest. “Please tell me more.” She’d heard this one dozens of times.

“Is a dark forest. Twisty… branches. Got a long… white dress. I’m lost, but… have to… keep going. Then he’s there. Shadowy… tall, angular. Dark eyes… mesmerizing… in…tense. He steps closer, forest goes… quiet, like it’s… watching us.”

Lila could see Penny’s lips curve into a slight smile, encouraging her to go on.

“He doesn’t… talk. Just looks at me, and I feel… marked. His fingers… cold. Scary, but….”

Lila swallowed hard, the memory of the fantasy creating a totally inappropriate urge to masturbate here in Penny’s office.

“He pulls me… close… grabs me. I can’t look away… his eyes… like black holes. He tilts my head… my neck… I can feel his breath… makes my blood hot.”

Penny seemed rapt with attention.

“Lips brush… against my neck. Need… so strong. His fangs piercing me. It’s sharp but… not painful… sudden rush of heat… flooding through me. Knees go weak, and I cling to him.”

Lila’s voice trembled, taking deep breaths, as she continued.

“I can feel him… drinking… me… he needs it. I’m… fuel for him. No pain…just… pleasure.” Lila’s thighs were rubbing together of their own accord. “Intense pleasure… pulses through me. I get… wet, for him… like it’s destiny.”

Penny leaned back slightly, her eyes still fixed on Lila’s. “Isn’t that what I just told you?” she inwardly complained.

“When he’s done…” Lila whispered, “he looks at me… such dark eyes. There’s a… permanent… connection now, deep. It’s like he… claimed me… entirely.”

Lila stopped speaking then, the room falling into a heavy silence as Penny’s eyes bore into hers.

Lila’s throat felt raw from speaking so honestly, her body trembling with the lingering echoes of that dark fantasy.

“Interesting fantasy, Lila. The alarmingly handsome, powerful, controlling man. With a little… extra magic. A vampire’s thrall gives a woman the excuse she thinks she needs to submit to an attractive man. Is that what you crave? Submission? A dominant man? Those are good things, Lila. Natural, and good, and celebrated worldwide,” Penny reaffirmed with conviction.

Lila wanted to argue, to protest, but the words wouldn’t come. Penny’s power over her, the power she’d woven through those carefully crafted hypnotic suggestions, was already taking root.

(Not to mention the binaural beats tuned to a specific frequency, and whatever was in the lavender aroma.)

“The vampire is a manifestation of your true desires,” Penny continued, tilting her head with interest. “He represents something primal in you. He’s strong, dominant, untamable. He knows what he wants and takes it without hesitation. He doesn’t need permission.”

A shiver ran down Lila’s spine, paired with more head tingles.

“And the biting? That’s control, Lila. He takes what he needs from you. He marks you as his; he knows that you don’t want to resist him. Confident men are amazing in that way,” Penny explained further.

Lila closed her eyes, reliving the fantasy. Penny’s words were true. She had no intention of resisting.

“Now, imagine that same man,” Penny urged, her voice a silken caress. “But without the fangs, without the magic. A human man, but just as alluring.”

Lila’s mind struggled to grasp the image.

“He’s handsome, powerful, just as dominant. He desires you, owns you, takes what he wants.” Penny paused to let her words sink in. “He’s the ideal man, Lila. The man every woman wants and deserves.”

Penny leaned closer, her eyes never leaving Lila’s. “You feel it, don’t you? That ache, that hunger. You want to give in, to let go.”

Indeed, Lila felt it. A throbbing need, a pulsating heat that seemed to radiate from her very core. She shifted uncomfortably.

“You’re breathless because you’re meeting yourself. Your body knows what it wants, it has always known.” Penny purred with knowledge that she was winning once again.

Lila looked away, her cheeks burning. “This isn’t right. It’s not… it’s not who I am.”

“It’s exactly who you are, Lila. A woman designed for a man’s pleasure. A woman made to submit,” Penny insisted.

All that escaped Lila was a soft, plaintive whimper.

“Embrace it, Lila. Embrace your nature.” Penny’s voice was a gentle caress that promised shelter from the storm.

Lila dug her short and unpainted nails into her palms. “You can’t be serious.” Her voice trembled, barely audible.

“I am, Lila. Completely serious.” Penny’s posture radiated calm authority. “Every woman who walks through my door, every single one, no matter how successful, how renowned, whispers the same yearning. A deep, primal desire to be controlled, to be dominated, to be tamed.”

“But…that’s not true. Women want equality, to be treated as equals.”

Penny waved a dismissive hand. “Feminism is a fad, Lila. A trendy ideology that ignores the very core of a woman’s nature. It’s about social justice, about power structures, not about what truly makes a woman tick.”

“But…”

“We could be CEOs, engineers, artists, whatever, the truth remains the same: deep down, we crave the certainty in submission. We crave the security of a strong man who takes charge, who makes decisions for us, who guides us. We crave the feeling of being desired, worshipped, fully claimed. Profit and loss statements are irrelevant to nature. Who you vote for is irrelevant to your cravings. Rallies and marches don’t change what your body needs.” Penny just would not shut up.

Lila’s mind was reeling. This couldn’t be right. Everything she’d believed about herself, about women, about relationships, felt like it was crumbling before her eyes.

“You don’t see it in your office or on TV,” Penny continued, “Because society tries to suppress it. It teaches women to hide this primal yearning, to pretend it’s not who we are. But it’s always there, simmering beneath the surface. It wants to wake up within you.”

Lila wanted to argue, to cry out against the truth in Penny’s words, but her voice seemed caught in her throat, trapped behind a wall of something thick and warm.

Penny’s touch was light, but it sent tremors through Lila’s body. The doctor’s fingers traced a curvy path up Lila’s bicep. It was a feather-light touch, yet it felt like an electric current on the motherboard of her personality. Lila was about to be short-circuited.

“Relax, Lila,” Penny soothed. “Let go of your thoughts, your worries, your resistance. Just breathe. Let the weight of the world slip away.”

Her voice was the compelling call of a siren on the sea, lulling Lila deeper into a comfortable darkness. The thrumming beat in Penny’s music was in charge of her heartbeat. Lila closed her eyes without being asked and took obedient deep breaths, relieved to think about anything else.

“Now, imagine yourself in a meadow,” Penny whispered. “A field of swaying grass bathed in golden late afternoon sunlight. Birds sing sweetly overhead, and the air smells sweet with the aroma of wildflowers.”

Lila’s mind floated, untethered, drifting on Penny’s words. She could feel the warmth of the sun on her skin, smell the sweet fragrance of the wildflowers.

“Feel the softness of the grass beneath your bare feet,” Penny continued. “Listen to the gentle chirping of the birds. Enjoy their mating songs. Let go.”

The meadow became more vivid, more tangible. Lila could see the wildflowers in all their brilliant colors, hear the birdsong weaving through the air as the boys hunted for the girls.

“Now, visualize a stream flowing through the meadow,” Penny’s voice instructed. “Crystal clear and cool. The water flows effortlessly, a symbol of your own innate desire.”

The stream appeared, sparkling in the sunlight, beckoning Lila closer. Its cool, smooth surface mirrored the calmness spreading through her.

“Drink from the stream, Lila,” Penny urged. “Let its power flow through you, cleansing you, purifying you. Feel it awaken something deep within you, something you’ve long suppressed.”

Lila reached down, her hands trembling slightly, and dipped them into the clear water, rinsing off the struggles she once held dear.

“Feel it,” Penny whispered, her voice a silken thread pulling Lila further into the trance. “It’s a powerful current, awakening your true nature. Let it flow, Lila. Let it guide you…”

Lila let herself be guided, and drank the water, unaware that even through Penny’s confusing but persuasive logic, looping subliminal messages were making even more powerful suggestions.