Behind the Paywall
Chapter 6
“Nikki...Nikki...", I could hear from what felt like a faraway place. Calling out to me, beckoning me as I drifted in this emptiness. “Hey, Nikki....", again, the words getting stronger, louder.
“Hey Nikki! I’m talking to you!” the voice had said. That’s when I realized it was Hailey, trying to get my attention. “Nikki! I’ve been trying to get your attention for like a minute! Music too loud or something?” She was looking at me, holding a earbud in one of her hands.
“Um, yeah, I guess it was, hehe...", I responded, grabbing the ear bud back as though I didn’t want her to hear what I was listening to. What am I listening to?
“Geez, I swear Nikki, you know the rules, no music too loud that you can’t hear your coworkers! You’re lucky I’m no snitch! Anyways, I just wanted to say thanks a ton! You’re a lifesaver!”
“Uh...no problem Nikki...” I had no idea what she was thanking me for. Maybe for helping her with the project report? But it was too much gratitude when I wasn’t even finished with it yet. “But...just cause I do so many nice things and stuff, what exactly are you...thanking me for again? You know, just curious...”
“For your half of the report, silly! I saw it in my folder, prim and properly finished, like you usually do! You were basically glued to your computer when I came in, so I didn’t want to bother you. Guess you came earlier to wrap it up. That means so much to me that you would go out of your way like that, again, 1000 times thank you!” Hailey came in for a hug, squeezing me tight. Her smell, touch, the fell of her breasts pressed against my arm, and everything else about her made me quiver with arousal. I need her. My mind drifted for a second there, only being snapped out of it when I felt her release me.
“Um, yeah, no problem, I’m happy I could help out!” I shifted a bit in my seat, hoping she would leave soon so I could figure out what the hell was going on.
“Alright, well I’ll be seeing you later then, Nikki! I’m going back to finish my half of the report. Again, don’t forget, I owe you a favor for this!” She blew me a little kiss before heading back to her cubicle. As soon as she was out of sight, immediately I could feel the arousal come at me all at once. I couldn’t help but gyrate my hips against my chair, staining my chair with my juices. But even in my aroused and needy state, the feel of panic was still ever present. First things first, how did I even get here? I don’t coming to work(or at all for that matter), let alone finishing Hailey’s report. But apparently I did? What was the last thing I did . C’mon me, think, think! But thinking is so hard though! It was hard, but still, I need to something! Okay...last night, story, yes, and then what else. Video? That’s right! I watching that video! The immersive video. It was coming back to me. Now...what did that video...yeah, there was a spiral, humming, and then...forget... Wait, what was I...doing again? ing...something...no, that makes no sense...why would I when it’s easier...to just...forget... Without even realizing it, I put the headphone back in my ear and went back to work. Good girl... I couldn’t tell if I imagined that or if it came from the headphones, but regardless, it felt so fucking good...
“Oh, hey Nikki! Needed to powder your nose too, huh?” Hailey asked, glancing at me through the mirror as she fixed herself up. My eyes flickered back into awareness when she acknowledged my presence. Wait, how did I get here? Why am I here? I asked myself, realizing I had blacked out. Before I even had a chance to panic or delve further into that question, I saw Hailey, bent over the bathroom sink, pushing her peachy rear out, her curves looking so enticing. Go ahead, it’s fine. She owes you.
“She owes me...” I muttered under my breath, as I approached her, a hungry look in my eye. She’s so hot, and you need it so badly.
“Did you say something Nikki?” she asked, not really paying much attention to my predatory approach. Giving pleasure is receiving pleasure. She’ll enjoy it. Yeah, she would... She always says how fine you are. She’s practically asking for it. She is, isn’t she... Closing in on her now, I reach around, my hands making their way to her chest, her scent overwhelming my senses. Her eyes glanced down and saw me through the reflection. “Girl, you can’t sneak up on me if I already knew you were-eep!” she squeaked out as I groped her breast. I could feel her bra through her shirt, thankfully one not too rigid, as I continued to fondle her, my breath heavy on her neck. “Nikki, what are you-mmf..", she moaned, my hands continuing their course, reaching further up, finding their way to her buttons. “Nikki, I-aah...I know we’re close friends but...not...at work...", Hailey tried to rebuke as I started unbuttoning her shirt, button by button. “I know I said...mmf...I owed you a favor...but...not like this...” But it was pointless, my assault was no where close to ending. Her shirt, now wide open, I pulled down her exposed bra, revealing her wonderfully tanned and plump breasts. Oh god, they’re so fucking beautiful. Her nipples were hard as was her breathing, but not as ragged as my breath, my body burning with desire. My hands roamed to her nipples, caressing them before I pinched each one in turn. She gasped, her face flushed as she indulged in the pleasure.
“Relax Hailey, it’s all in good fun,” I finally said, try to reassure her as I toyed with her body. “No one needs to know. I can tell you’re enjoying it too...” My sinister whispers reaching into her ears, pushing her hesitation back bit by bit. “Besides...” I turned her body around to face me, seeing her face directly and not just through some reflection, her chest heaving. “There so much more I can show you...” My own body was also red with arousal, my outfit leaving almost nothing to the imagination as Hailey got a good look at my tits, my hard nipples protruding through my thin top. I leaned forward and grabbed her chin, bringing her lips close to mine. As excited as Hailey was, there was a glint of fear in her eyes. She felt good, she really did, but something deep down knew something wasn’t right. “Say ‘aah’!” I told her, as I lips crashed into hers. I could feel her tongue as I thrust mine into her mouth. Definitely some resistance but I knew she would soon give in to pleasure. It’s always easy for good girls to surrender to pleasure. I know I do. And Hailey was definitely a good girl.
“Shtop...mmf...pleashe...", Hailey muffled out through the kiss, her instincts kicking in just a bit. As she resisted, I felt my hand drift from her chest down to her waist. My hand was ready to show her real pleasure as it snaked its way past her skirt. Once at the hem, it lifted it up so it can go where it craved to be. In one swift yet gentle motion, it felt it. The feel of her panties, its cotton texture soaked(not as much as mine though), as my hand pushed them aside and arrived at it’s destination. As soon as my fingers pressed against her slit, Hailey’s eyes popped open. Before I could what happened, Hailey was leaving the restroom after quickly fixing her clothes. I was on the floor, slumped on my knees. I could feel something on my face. I reached to feel it, only to be met with a stinging sensation. I got up slowly, and saw myself in the mirror. At least I thought I did. The person in front of me was barely recognizable. My chest was basically spilling out of my low cut top, my skirt short enough to give everyone a view if I even thought about bending over, and my face covered in enough make up to mistake me for a typical stripper. But that was quickly overlooked by the red mark on my cheek. She slapped me. I softly touched the spot, cringing a bit in pain when I felt it. It must have been a pretty hard slap. Hard enough to bring me back to my senses. What was I doing? I recalled coming to the restroom, seeing Hailey, and then...Oh my god...I molested Hailey... I felt sick to my stomach, just ing what I did to her. She told me to stop and I kept going... What was wrong with me? Nothing’s wrong with you. It’s fine to give in to your urges. Yeah...that’s-no, what the fuck, that’s not true at all! Just forget about this and go back to work... I...I can’t forget about this! This isn’t right! I will go back to work but I’m not letting these intrusive thoughts get the better of me! I cleaned up best I could, trying my best to make my immodest attire modest, with no success. As I went back to my cubicle I saw Hailey, with the look of someone that just finished crying. Shit, I have to say something.
“Hey Hailey...” She flinched as she heard me. Guess her focus was on her work to keep her mind off of, well...me. I interjected before she could get a word out. Acknowledging my presence was I needed from her right now. “Before you say anything, I wanted to say I’m sorry over what came over me. I make a thousand excuses like I was tired, or I’m pent up, or somebody brainwashed me, but in the end, it was my fault and...I’m really, really sorry. Please forgive me Hailey, you don’t even owe me a favor anymore, just please keep being my friend.” I pleaded to her, tears starting to well up in my eyes. Hailey saw how sincere my apology was, her own tears welling up once more.
“Oh Hailey...” She whined out as she got up and gave me a hug. Her body, its scent, feel, and warmth, sparked arousal in me when she made , but I shoved those aside, as I hugged her in return, genuinely happy she was willing to forgive me. “I forgive you Nikki. I’m pretty sure I’m partly to blame for putting so much work onto you. But still, that gives no excuse! No means no!” She said with a pout on her face, before breaking into contagious laughter as I ed her. “But seriously Hailey, if you’re that stressed, you need to get some rest. I mean, I know I’m hot and all.” She said as she made a pose. I couldn’t help but smile at it, both for being comical and arousing. “But that doesn’t mean you can go all pervy ol’ man on me, okay?”
“Yeah, I get it, again, sorry. I’m just happy we’re still friends.” I wiped my tears away, genuinely thankful for our friendship.
“Of course we are! And speaking of still being friends, I still owe you a favor!”
“What?! No, Hailey, after what I did—”
“Nikki! You helped my butt this entire week. I’d feel horrible if I took away my promise over something that I was probably partially to blame. And besides, it’s not like it felt wrong the entire time...” Hailey said, turning her face away with a blush. Her expression sparked a little something in me but before I can even think about it she continued. “Okay, now that that’s settled, lets get back to work! It’s almost quitting time, and I don’t want you to be here any longer than you have to. Promise me you’ll get good rest today, okay?” She looked at me, her eyes giving me an almost paternal look.
“Alright, I promise.” I said meekly, as I retreated back to my cubicle, waving her goodbye. Back at my desk now, I noticed how wet and stained my chair looked, like I had spilled something down my lap several times. That’s a bit... I hesitated to sit back down, not exactly sure if I wanted to sit back in that. That’s when I noticed my headphones. At least, I’m sure they were mine, but why did I bring them to the office. I normally didn’t listen to music. As I picked them up, I could hear some noises coming from them. I guess whatever I was listening to I never paused. As I put them back on, the noises they were emitting were weird, but oddly pleasant. Was it Lofi? EDM? Whatever, it sounded nice and that’s all that mattered. With the relaxing music vibrating through my ears, I sat back down on the mushy seat with no further reservations and got back to work.
After a long day, I finally got home. There was a lot of things still buzzing in my mind, but what was more important was getting rest. As much as I wanted to work out with the extra time I had, considering the reports were finished(somehow), I promised Hailey I would get rest. First thing I did to take my mind off these intrusive thoughts was clean up my room a bit. I now noticed how messy of a state I had left it. Stains on the sheets, toys haplessly placed everywhere, from the counters to the floor, even my restroom looked pretty disorderly. But wouldn’t it be easier to ignore this and read more stories? That did sound pretty nice. No, snap out of it! I shook my head fervently, realizing I was grabbing my chair, getting ready to sit down in front of my computer. Something was definitely off. I been having this nagging feeling all day that something was wrong with me. Especially after what I did with Hailey, but despite it all I couldn’t bring myself to delve into it any further. Regardless, I refuse to ignore the mess in my apartment and will clean it up. With renewed vigor, I started cleaning, trying my best to keep my focus on it, ignoring the longing to just laze around and read more erotica.
Two hours later and I was done. The sheets were finishing up in the dryer, my toys(that I don’t recall buying), were safely stowed, my restroom was sparkling, and my chair was scrubbed clean! I felt so proud of myself, as I pulled the sheets out of the dryer and fixed my bed with them. Now that that was all settled, lets read some more erotica! Wait...no, that’s not it. I should get some rest, shouldn’t I? Read than rest. Yeah, just read and...no, I can’t, that’ll keep me up all night. I need to just go back and read some more-
“Stop it!” I said out loud to no one. I just want some rest. But then why do these thoughts keep popping up. I know I was sexually frustrated since it had been almost two weeks since I cum, but even so, I’ve gone longer than that and not felt so needy. Then a thought crept on me. Why had I assaulted Hailey today...could it be because I haven’t read enough stories- I slapped my face hard with both hands, snapping me out of it for just a bit. With my mind clear for more than two seconds, I surmised that it had to be the stories doing this to me. I don’t know how a simple story can make me act like this, but clearly something wasn’t right when all my intrusive thoughts pointed to reading another one of PitayaCat’s amazingly written and perfectly crafted stori- Another smack, followed with a splash of water from the restroom sink. “That’s it, no more stories for awhile...", I said to myself, hoping that hearing me say it and not just think it would help the words sink in better. After a quick shower, I dried myself off and went to bed, trying my best to ignore both the occasional urge to hop on my computer as well as the tingling between my legs. As I laid in bed, I could hear a soft humming noise. It felt soothing, relaxing even. At least this can help me sleep away my urges. Before long, I felt my eyes drift into a deep sleep.